december 2002 27 december 2002 merry christmas, better late than never. i got a request from a friend to get back to my "daily" yarn, since i have clearly been avoiding it. the truth is, i have actually been really sick for the last week. it's still hanging on, although i definitely feel somewhat better. i could still cough up a lung at any minute, however. what's new? no plans for new years as of yet. i've also been out of my "normal" environment for a few weeks as well. i don't know where my head belongs. here's what i know, i have some damn good friends. i'm very thankful for them. if you're still reading, thanks. i swear, my life is going to get more interesting one of these days. happy holidays. 18 december 2002 finally, i think i am here! in the christmas spirit that is. i am actually listening to christmas music, i just plugged in the tree, i wrote all my UK christmas cards today, i got all the contents to my christmas gift to michelle in japan. i'm also at my parents' house now, so no matter how old i am, i still feel like a little kid again. so many christmases we have spent here. the tree has had so many locations within the house. the furniture has been moved, updated, the rooms have been switched around. but it's still home! it's the only constant thing in my life, so i get a little sentimental. i have been conducting a new years eve survey amongst my friends to see what's going on. i have no idea what to do and i wish there was a way to be with all the people i want to be with. i just want to have a good time, simply. too many times there has been lots of wandering around to random places with no destination. i want to find the right place to go with the right people and just stay put. what about you? 12 december 2002 whoops, haven't been 'round these parts too much lately. i am here to vent. dammit, i am SHORT!!! maybe a more proactive thing to say would be, i need a ladder. the last light bulb just blew on my kitchen ceiling light fixture. i just hate trying to cook things when you can't see anything. whine! other than that, i am having my usual bout of quarter-life crisis syndrome. are you familiar? it happens to people in their mid twenties. something tells me that there are similar ailments for people of all generations. basically, i don't know what i am doing, where i am heading, where i've been. i'm just a mess. oh, prospective employers: don't let that stop you from HIRING ME!! not that i expect any of them are looking on this page anyway. so my kitchen is dark, but at least my apartment is warm. after weeks of hats and scarves indoors, i am now back in my comfortable attire of sleeveless shirts and flip-flops. aloha. i better get down to the business of cooking myself a proper meal. i finally made the effort to make some brown rice. long live whole foods. yeah, i should listen to myself sometime. i have been eating complete shit for the last few months. must have something do with my state of mind!! booo!! yeah!!! 05 december 2002 new! if you have been waiting anxiously for the next installment of london diary, the wait is over! christine b. is back in the states at the moment. read what she has to say about that. 03 december 2002 new! eurozone all the way from the UK. kate cooks! kate and i used to cook a lot together this summer in crete. while i am fairly burnt out on the whole cooking thing, she has recently rediscovered her inner julia child, or rose elliot if you wish. there was a crete reunion in london this past friday. i couldn't make it unfortunately, it was a little far! i can't wait to hear how everyone is doing though. i hope they had a great time. i'll get over there one day soon. have some bills to pay first!! and a visit to the dentist is on my list. but i don't really see that happening anytime soon. 01 december 2002 new vagabond : letters from japan! new photos! hey, what happened? is it december already? where did the time go? i hope that everyone had a good holiday weekend. i went home and had the absolute most fun that i have had in a really long time. after far too many years, i reconnected with some old friends from high school. it's amazing to hang out with people who knew you back when... besides all of the high school fun, i got to spend some time with christine b. of london diary fame and susa of lorelei. so so so so much fun. and it feels really good!!!!!!!!!! april 2004 march 2004 february 2004 january 2004 december 2003 november 2003 october 2003 september 2003 summer 2003 may 2003 april 2003 march 2003 february 2003 january 2003 december 2002 november 2002 october 2002 september 2002 august 2002 summer 2002 april 2002 feb / march 2002 january 2002 december 2001 november 2001 sept / oct 2001 july / aug 2001 june 2001 may 2001 april 2001 march 2001 february 2001 january 2001 december 2000 november 2000 october 2000 september 2000 summer 2000 copyright © 2000-2005 - www.stellargirl.com